Almost....

It's amazing what a guy will agree to just prior to orgasm.

Thing have been quit awkward lately with the ending of our wife led marriage. I don't know how much I'll blog but I feel it's important to the many marriages out there that we all discuss the ups and downs and now our transition into a more vanilla relationship.

As I think I blogged about, I expect that any wife led fun mayb be strictly a sexual, bedroom game. Nothing wrong with that but not what I really want.

This morning we were having a cup of coffee on our back deck. I was just in my underwear, she had been up for a while and was already dressed. As we had our coffee she playfully reached into my button down calvin klien boxers and pulled me out. From there she placed her feet in my lap and got me going. It wasn't long before I was on edge.

And then it got interesting.

She said, "I think you should still say "whatever". As in whatever she says...as in keep the wife led thing going. Like most guys, I'd go off a cliff if a woman was stroking me and asked nicely.

And I almost said yes. But I knew better. She say let's continue, and then I'd have all these expectations of teasing, denial and increased sexuality in our marriage only to be disappointed.

So I said, "I don't think so right now."

How's that for some self control!! LOL

I did orgasm. That was nice. Other than her feet, she never touched me and of course, I never touched her. But it was good and the first sexual contact we've had since our big talk.